Almost Done

This post will finish, up to the current situation. At this point, she is sleeping with our daughter. She has also taken her rings off even though we are still married. I guess that makes it easier to do whatever she does. No rings and she's not married I guess. Whatever. I still have mine on and will honor my wedding vows until papers are signed. At least one of us has been faithful to the other throughout. I commend her on staying here until i get another job. Of course that is prob the only decent thing she has done for me in quite some time. I am in the process of trying to get some help with the house payments until I start getting money coming in again because unemployment will barely cover the mortgage payment. If I can get the payment deferral program to work for me, this shit will be over much sooner. 
 So we are back to me being uninvited to birthday parties that my daughter is invited to. These parties must be all about Jennifer because she gets extremely shitty with me when I ask if I am going. Last time she did nothing but cuss and scream at me for asking. For all I know she had her boyfriend meeting her there. Why would she get so pissed just because I asked. After they are there, she tells me I wasn't missing anything and how she told me I could go. Yeah after getting cussed and ridiculed I really wanted to be around her. 
 So there was another birthday today and there was not one mention of me going even though these were supposed to be OUR friends. She has talked so much shit about me to people that I am pretty sure they are HER friends now. The sad thing is, the guy was a good friend of mine and we worked out together for quite some time. Over the course of our friendship, things were said and talked about between he and I and with us splitting up......no telling what those three have done together or are planning to do together.......put 2 and 2 together for those that are reading. I won't mention names at the moment. 
 Another sick thought.......the other day my little girl was looking for keys to her diary in her bed. I was helping her and happened upon a certain little "toy" tucked in Jennifers' pillow. I didn't say anything about it but just left it there. A week or so later, my little one was getting ready for bed. She wanted to lay on her mommy's pillow. I had only assumed the "toy" had been moved but, yeah not so much. She said, "there is something hard under mommy's pillow. Bottom line, I took care of it without her seeing anything. Told her it was something of mommy's. I confronted her with this and she said it had been there for months. Not the point.

This is directed at you Jennifer........Look up Histrionic Personality Disorder and also the symptoms of a Sociopath.......both are you. I would know.
 Some people reading this won't see it because they are under her manipulative ways and others are enabling her by talking shit to her via "sexting." Whatever though.....no longer my problem.
I have cried my last tear over this whole situation. I have been nothing but faithful to her since day 1. I have never given her any reason to think that i was anything but HER HUSBAND. I loved her like no other thru thick and thin. I supported her while she was in school and helped her every way i could when she was ready to give up. Bottom line......I have always been there and nothing but true and faithful to her. I only asked her from the beginning that if there ever was anyone else......leave me. Don't cheat on me or lie to me about it. I said I would do the same. What did I do to deserve to be put thru the shit I was put thru? Yes i could have said "fuck it" long ago but wanted nothing more than to keep us together and happy. After the first couple of years of the bullshit.....I was an angry person. I believe I had every right to be. No matter what I said or asked of her regarding her actions.....I pretty much got a middle finger to the face because she was "doing nothing wrong."
Nothing wrong.......look at us now. She still does not see that I became the person I was and partially still am now because of what she did. She did nothing but blame me from the beginning. The way she portrays it.......not her fault because of what she did....it's my fault because I checked her phone and busted her. Complete denial of any wrong doing but points the blame at me. BS.
 Oh there is one thing I did. It was nothing more than me bullshitting around on my computer one night. My mother was trying to get the "find my ipad" option to work on her ipad one night. We tried to figure it out but never could get it to work. I was home one night waiting for Jennifer to get home. I tried it again to see if it worked but used Jennifers phone. I looked it up and it actually worked....she was driving into the subdivision when i logged it in. I walked upstairs just as she was pulling up and never thought another thing about it. She came downstairs to get something out of the freezer and I forgot to close the program down. So, i made a mistake of looking at that and now because of that, I have been accused of GPS tracking her since we got our iphones. YES I am sure she has told a  number of people about this and for those reading and have been told.......you now know the REAL story. But, believe what you want.
So leaving this post, there will be one more. The next one will reveal some "information" i was told by Jennifer. Come back and read because you will be quite surprised at some of the reading material........
 Anyone know what Tax Evasion is...........this and soooo much more.......